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Courtney Sweeney  
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Fall///ing..||:..Out.

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 10, 2008, 1:27 PM
Dear Lover,

I wish she could see this. But she can't. And I guess it's for the best, because she would comment and it would kill me inside. I just want to say that I wish it hadn't ended the way it did. I wish we could have stayed best friends. I wish I wasn't such a bitch and you weren't so conceited. I wish you thought of someone but yourself every once in a while. I wish you would have chosen me, Berk, and Caleb over him. ME over HIM. But you didn't, and that's what ended us.

I lost respect for you when you quit listening to what I said and started following your heart instead of your mind. We told you it was wrong. We told you to let him go. We told you that you would get hurt. I hope you come to me when it's all over, because they I can cry with you for one last time. And then we'll be over officially, and I can really move on. Until then, I'll be connected to you in some way. I'll say sorry, you'll say sorry. But we won't mean it. We never mean it. Ment it. What the fuck ever.

I think of you a lot, all the time these past few days. But maybe that's because the end of what we had has just begun. I'll remember the good times, like when we went to see Prom Night and ran around like idiots--up and down the stairs, around and around, with Berk following behind us as if she knew what she was doing. I'll remember your birthday party, where we all laughed with Caleb about everythind and nothing. Stupid stuff. That's the best kind.

I'll forget everything else, like how you betrayed me. I'll forget those things because they only show a side of you, the real you, that I hate and loathe and wish would have never came out. I could have gone without knowing, and you know that. Or maybe you don't, because you never truely knew me. I knew you like the back of my fucking hand, but you never really knew me. Courtney. You know why? Because you're a conceited bitch who only thinks of herself, and no one else.

But remember, it's the good things that count. Oh, and I forgot to mention that you cannot ask you friends to accept you for who you are but not by what you do. Because your actions speak louder than words. You are what you do. Get that through your fucking head. "It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right--I hope you had the time of your life."

I love you Emma,
-Courtney (aka Darth-Night Fox, Vader) S.

  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Listening to: "Good Riddence", Green Day
  • Reading: "House" by Ted Dekker and Frank Peretti

Devious Information

  • Current Age: Fourteen
  • Current Residence: United States
  • Interests: Art, Music, Socks, Chicken, Friends, Animals
  • Favourite movie: Catch and Release
  • Favourite band or musician: Hinder, Nickle Back, Plain White T's, Good Charlotte
  • Favourite genre of music: Pop, Rock, Country
  • Favourite artist: Avril Lavigne
  • Favourite poet or writer: Ted Dekker... HORROR ROCKS
  • Favourite photographer: Me :3. Lol XD
  • Operating System: ...Photoshop Elements 3.0..?
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod all the way, baby!
  • Favourite game: My car game -Tierra go fast-
  • Favourite cartoon character: Is there a cat? Yes, that one please.
  • Personal Quote: Get out of my way, Dammnit! I've got a job to do!
  • Tools of the Trade: Wacom Tablet 4x5, P.E. 3.0, Pencil, Paper, NEVER pen

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Devious Comments

~masshuru-mu:iconmasshuru-mu: Jun 26, 2008, 3:39:37 PM
ZOMG WO IST TIERRA? SIE IST NICHT HEOR, EH??
DASS IST SEHR SHADDE
:iconnomplz:

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~Spiffuh:iconSpiffuh: Jun 20, 2008, 7:51:04 PM
~What'cha mean, A-Dizzle?

Sorry, I don't check DA much D:

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~Ashkiis:iconAshkiis: Jun 20, 2008, 7:19:34 PM
Well now. xD
That's no fun. You have to guess.
;D

Anywho. Tierra.
I need a Display picture. Ah. But I can't find one that's a good size. D:
*WrathOfReeses:iconWrathOfReeses: Jun 20, 2008, 9:35:29 AM
I found your dA!

I'm Tay from neopound (got a new one after leaving for a while)!

-watches-

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:heart:~tori-xx:heart:
*Krypak:iconKrypak: Jun 20, 2008, 4:18:32 AM
Hey crazy person. Where you go?

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~Spiffuh:iconSpiffuh: Jun 15, 2008, 6:21:43 PM
The username totally doesn't give this away.

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~Ashkiis:iconAshkiis: Jun 15, 2008, 12:02:03 PM
Guess who, Tierra? ;D
~Spiffuh:iconSpiffuh: May 20, 2008, 7:19:10 AM
Wow, hey Amy!! I woudn't have ever known that you draw (: Fantastic, then. Note me if you're on (:

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I believe in Jesus Christ as my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit it, then copy and paste this in your signature.

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*Krypak:iconKrypak: May 5, 2008, 1:08:03 PM Mood: Affection
THIS IS A HUG CERTIFICATE ! !

Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!

If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!

If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)

If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.

If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!

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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

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~Cola-Loca:iconCola-Loca: May 1, 2008, 7:48:05 PM
Hey Tierra! It's me, Amy, from EW.

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~Spiffuh:iconSpiffuh: Apr 17, 2008, 3:43:39 PM
BAD BAD BRITT D: D:
Lolawz.

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~Spiffuh:iconSpiffuh: Apr 17, 2008, 3:43:27 PM
-is watched-

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I believe in Jesus Christ as my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit it, then copy and paste this in your signature.

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~Spiffuh:iconSpiffuh: Apr 17, 2008, 3:43:16 PM
Oi, sorry this took so long to reply to! Anyway, I LOVE HOUSE -double gasp- If it ever stopped, I would... keel over and die or something, man xD

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I believe in Jesus Christ as my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit it, then copy and paste this in your signature.

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=maeoneechan:iconmaeoneechan: Apr 3, 2008, 11:32:00 PM Mood: Joy
Thank you so much for the :+fav: on [link] !

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*Krypak:iconKrypak: Mar 23, 2008, 1:35:07 PM
send me a note of who you wanted fanart of. I forgets XD

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*Krypak:iconKrypak: Mar 23, 2008, 1:34:27 PM
XD I can't believe I hadn't been watching you! Bad Britt

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*MissTown:iconMissTown: Mar 23, 2008, 8:30:15 AM
eeeeeeeeeeeek i've found your DA!
I"m Natalie from the neopound forums x3

-watches-

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Meggie:heart:
~Ohemgeeeee:iconOhemgeeeee: Mar 22, 2008, 10:30:19 PM
Hey, I'm Rosa! (Ohemgee from Neopound). I was lyk totally just going to leave you some generic message, but I saw the commenter below me thanking you for faving a House stamp, and dude, have I found another House lover? <333 That show /owns/ me, man~

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Icon by Adelayde. <333
~Spiffuh:iconSpiffuh: Mar 5, 2008, 7:36:57 PM
No problem! Your art is beautiful and original

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I believe in Jesus Christ as my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit it, then copy and paste this in your signature.

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~Spiffuh:iconSpiffuh: Mar 5, 2008, 7:36:41 PM
Your very welcome :)

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I believe in Jesus Christ as my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit it, then copy and paste this in your signature.

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*EmeraldIsleElf:iconEmeraldIsleElf: Mar 5, 2008, 9:50:32 AM
Awwww,:hug: thank you for the fav:blowkiss:

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~Taki-zig:iconTaki-zig: Mar 2, 2008, 8:18:36 PM
Thanks so much for the favs <3
~Levathien:iconLevathien: Dec 27, 2007, 3:30:07 PM
No probleeem. <33

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~Spiffuh:iconSpiffuh: Dec 27, 2007, 2:49:46 PM
Why, thank you!!

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I believe in Jesus Christ as my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit it, then copy and paste this in your signature.

[link] - Consider Therosion, a brilliant art guild. Please note me :)